Ride your tongue along your bottom lip then bite down

2009-12-20T05:52:00.000-08:00

MOVED HERE

http://bestdefinition.livejournal.com

2009-06-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

Have not been updating my blog much, i know.
The reason being - ARMY.
so many things happened in there and so little time for me to pen some thoughts down.

well, i guess i have to make up for lost time.

BMTC experience.
I was skeptical about serving the nation...
"why must i serve the nation?"
"what good can come out of it?"

After giving much thought into (oh what else can i do while im in there?).
I came to a conclusion that i am not doing this for the nation per se, but more of protecting my FAMILY and FRIENDS. Now, that is what i signed up for! Whatever it is, be it Route Marches, Field Camps, Sitest or any mentally strenous activities. All i have to do is think of them - and i can accomplish everything that is thrown at me.

Be All That You Can Be, And Never Lose Hope or Faith. Move Forward, Don't Look Back
Zac

All for the benefit of one special lil girl- cindy

2009-06-19T00:43:00.001-07:00

Life is good, and the girls are gorgeous
Suddenly the air smells much greener now
And I'm wondering around
With a half pack of cigarettes
Searching for the change that I've lost somehow

Paolo Nutini- "These Streets"

The posts are from my previous blog, sorry for the mess.

2009-06-19T00:39:00.000-07:00

14th-Jun-2009 09:45 pm - If Only

Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never met to be

funny how things go up then down the very next second

Mood:exhausted

6th-Apr-2009 03:40 am - Falling UP

Shaved heads. Smelly sheets. Morning suns. Isolation.

Ha. I can't believe i will be enlisting into the army soon! Just 8 more days of FREEDOM, indulgence, privilege, profligacy before CONFINEMENT, INCARCERATION even!!!!

So many things that i am just dying to do before i enter.
- Play, enjoy and FUN
- Hanging out with friends
- Play, enjoy and FUN
- Hanging out with friends
- Overseas
- Play, enjoy and FUN
- Hanging out with friends
- Play, enjoy and FUN
- Hanging out with friends

also, home home home sweet love of god my home and family!
and secretly between you and me Mr. Fuzzy Wuzzy Bear

Mood:exanimate

3rd-Apr-2009 01:18 am

HOW IN THE WORLD DID I FORGET TO APPLY FOR NTU?
ZOMG.
am i that confident i can get into SMU or NUS with my mediocre results...
maniac

Dammit!

Procrastinating about sending in my application to the local universities...

SMU- School of Information Systems

NUS- Faculty of Arts and social sciences or Economics

NTU- Faculty of Arts and social sciences or Communications and Media

Will I even get accepted?

If not where will I be in 2 years time?

Take up a scholarship with the Army? Or go overseas to pursue my accountancy career?

I know that I can’t possibly enter any local university accountancy course.

Overseas is the only chance I have in pursing my accountancy dream that will eventually lead to business/ marketing.

Now that that dream is shattered, I can only hope that whatever path I choose to take is for the best.

6th-Mar-2009 08:54 pm - death by request

Looks like 6th march broke me into many microscopic pieces.
At the same time it has made me realise that i have been a bloody fool to think that i could do well with the meager effort i put into my studies.

This is definitely not my best, there is more in me that this...
I believe that this is not the end, instead it is just the beginning of what is to be of my life (come on, i am barely 19). There is still a long way to go and many paths for me to choose from. MY future is STILL in MY HANDS, i have not lost grip of it. The catch is that i will probably have to work harder and to have faith in god's plan for me.

WTH!!
i am here having a conversation about how i might not get into local uni and there is this NTU ad that popped up in msn...
what a sign from god eh?

Things happen for a reason
Won't give up as long as there is a spark in me that believes

Tags:amused at my own stupidity and laziness
Mood:amused

6th-Mar-2009 12:39 am human dynamo

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
And pulling on your threads and
Breaking yourself up

HOLD YOUR OWN
KNOW YOUR NAME
GO YOUR OWN WAY

AND...

EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE

go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

6th march. the day that makes or breaks me

Mood:indifferent
Music:jason mraz- details in the fabric

2009-06-19T00:36:00.000-07:00

Sunday, December 28, 2008

the sky is never this nice in singapore...

it never pays to be nice or kind.
if this continues, it will all soon be over in a flash.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

what if?

What if you spend your whole life waiting, dreaming and hoping for the right girl/ boy to "pop-up"?
What if that girl/ boy never "pop-ups"?
What if that person is RIGHT IN FRONT of you?
That's right! IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIGGIN FACE! EVERYDAY! EVERY SECOND! THERE WITH YOU WHEN YOU CRY, WHEN YOU ARE UPSET, DISAPPOINTED AND ANGRY!
But the thing is that both of you DON'T even realise that the jewel, the gem of your life is staring you in your face! Most of the time you just simply miss it and when you find out, you would just want to KICK yourself in the ASS! SLAP yourself in the CHEEKS! SHOOT yourself in the FOOT!

Please look around you carefully, see what no one does and when you do find that special someone ... NEVER GIVE UP! FIGHT FOR IT! blah blah blah
i know it is not easy. it never is and never will be. so guys!!! SUCK IT UP and GO FOR IT! and girls please don't give the guys such a hard time(: cause it is not easy to love someone unconditionally... and not all guys will be able to do just that! Once you do find out a guy who is willing and capable of loving you like that. DON'T ever ever ever let him go. Don't let death seperate you. Move the heavens! Make the sky cry for the both of you! Give the Earth a reason to feel loved again!
And LOVE each other till the end of time... cliche huh? but it does happen

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

I DON'T CARE!

I DON'T CARE!
I will not be tied down by the hands of time, led aimlessly by my horoscope, or believe in what others may think!
I believe that YOU and ONLY YOU have the power to control your life.
NO matter what life throws at you, ONLY YOU can pull yourself away from the rapid fire!

LET your heart guide you to what you desire! WORK for it! FIGHT for it! DIG for it! WHATEVER YOU DO- NEVER GIVE UP!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

TAKE THINGS AS IT COMES

Life will NEVER be like a saunter through a park or what not
instead
Life will detour you from the safety of the pathway into the unknowns and dangers of the muddy grass...

And it is the decisions that you make that will pull you out of the mud.

BUT even so, is being back on the designated tracks REALLY what you want?
Will you even make the right choices on your own?
OR are you as oblivious to the consequences of your choices and the forces that helped make that choice?
what is thought of as a right choice now, may seem wrong in future.

Either way right choice or wrong choice
there is really NO END to the things life throws at you.
some may think that life is being unfair
but have anyone ever STOP and THINK about why life throws what it throws?
maybe it is to help reassure you of your goals? your choice? your dreams? or maybe it is to warn you of your pathetic endless cycle that leads you nowhere?

and the only thing that you can really do, is to give some thought as to why these things are happening to you. There is a reason why fate brings people together under the weirdest of situations/ circumstances.

THERE IS A REASON WHY I KNOW YOU!!!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Somewhere Out There hope can be found

I think it i am left with like a month and 2 weeks before the start of my greatest battle. "The pen is mightier that the sword", Edward Bulwer-Lytton.

Gonna write my way through this
Gonna fight for the marks i deserve
Gonna have to study smarter and harder
We shall see whether i have the ability to produce results of standards
and prove that i can do it!

i guess the time spent here could have been used to look through structural unemployment, or to do some differential equations or read through Fasting, Feasting or even go through some RJC general paper scripts

萧亚轩

Friday, August 29, 2008

Somwhere Out There, i'm still alive but barely breathing

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
what am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop me bleeding
Cos she moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it dont break even

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left with no love, with no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god i don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
No it don't break, no it dont break even, no

©the script, break even

one week break, trying to get my head in the books. have been trying many unusual and weird methods to study.first i left my notes under my pillow, only to find them on the floor. second, burned a piece of my summary and drank it, but my body did not absorb the content and it came out through the rear. finally, i tried the traditional method, to actually sit and concentrate and read and think and apply. woah serious hard work and determination. dont have that mental stamina.

Friday, August 1, 2008

Somewhere Out There, you could be left alone

Have you ever wonder what it would be like without your parent's consistent nagging and probing into your life? Well, i betcha you an imaginary dollar that you have!

When you are out with your friends chilling, and they call you a bilzillion times to ask about your whereabouts. And when you come home, they will start asking questions like "BOY BOY/ GIRL GIRL, who did you go out with?!!!" "did you go out with a boy or a girl?" "Your girlfriend/ boyfriend ah?" "i forbid you to go into a relationship now!" yada yada blah blah. i know you sometimes just wish for them to SHUT UP and GO AWAY or for them to die...

Seriously, have you ever imagined yourself without your parents? The majority of teenagers would probably think of it as having No allowance. No free rides to school. No one to wash up after. But is that all that you think of? how about No one to take care of you when you are sick! No one to tuck you into bed, to make you delicious meals and making sure you receive the best that they can provide. Ask yourself this, have you ever tucked your parents into bed? took care of them when they are ill? give them a nice good old hug whenever you see them? What have you (including me) done to make our parents smile? All we do is make them worry, make them angry and make them sad.

Think back to when you were 10 years old. When you see a toy you like very much, they bought it for you. When you fell off the swing, they picked you up and dust your pants. When you start throwing tantrums, they put up with it. So what have you done? What are you going to do about it? Whatever you are going to do, do it fast, cause you never know when you will be left alone in this world...

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Somewhere Out There, I Will Forget

It is not how i was born, where i was born, to whom i was born, or what i become that makes me, me. IT is the choices that i make, the paths i choose that makes me who i am.

this is a sweet quote

"just because we want them doesnt mean we need them to be happy."
"what do we need, then?"
"you."

this is what makes love, LOVE

for now i will just put the thoughts of aside.

Somewhere Out There, There Is Someone For You

It means nothing (Stereophonics) -

Did we lose ourselves again?
Do we take in what’s been said?
Do we take the time to be
All the things we said we’d be
And we bury heads in sand
But my future’s in my hands

It means nothing (2x)

You can find yourself a God
Believe in which one you want
‘Cause they love you all the same
They just go by different names
When we fly our flag today
Are you proud or just ashamed?

It means nothing
It means nothing

It means nothing
If I haven’t got you

And the sun sets in the sky
You’re the apple of my eye
If the bomb goes off again
In my brain or on the train
I hope that I’m with you
‘Cause I wouldn’t know what to do

It means nothing
It means nothing

It means nothing
If I haven’t got you

have you ever lost yourself in love, in life, in faith?
well you probably have. and believe you me that love hurts like hell. It will be the worst pain anyone will ever go through, worse than dropping your I-pod in curry, worse than losing your little brother in the supermarket, worse than falling from a 100 floor building, worse than having your hands chopped off. Pain that is immeasurable by any standards.
love will definitely turn into pain if it ain't true.

Somewhere Out There, it all starts when you fall...

when friends go out.

2009-06-19T00:24:00.001-07:00

Sunday, September 03, 2006

hmm every felt that sensational feeling of warmth in your heart, the feeling of love. i once felt that, yup you guessed it with my family and friends.Well everyone will feel a second kind of the same. Love between couples, puppy love, everlasting love of the elder couples and the love hate love.
hahas. love hate love is like when the couples are always fighting but never taking the fights serious.

everlasting love, hmm this is i guess love that has lasted the longest in a relationship.

puppy love! the love that most have come across in the younger days. Like a crush on someone, or maybe a relationship where both parties are not THAT serious. well some true Love can and will blossom from this puppy love.

Ah! true LOVE. that is the feeling of completeness in yourself. everymorning the husband will wake up anxious to fill his stomach will a delicious breakfast made by his wife. and the wife wakes up to shower her love on her husband. this feeling is just so great. i cannot understand why people cheat on their partners?

maybe it is just an obstacle the couple must face to strength their love, or maybe it is a sign that the other half is just not worth your love at all.

anyhoo . i spoke my piece. Love is what you make out of it.If you truely love then give love time to blossom, be friends strengthen that friendship. That friendship will be the foundation of your love of oneanother. treasure each other, when you feel lost. talk to your partner, DO not be afraid to share your troubles. You will be there for each other no matter what, listen, share, talk and you will find the solution. For every problem there will always be a solution to it.

Love is what you've been through together with somebody.

Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? Richard Bach

Oh and another thing. Give to your partner more than what she /he gives you. in other words give more than you recieve. and your relationship will work out greaT! and the giving is not materialistic it is giving of your love. and try to give in to one another, put yourself in the others shoes and feel how they feel think about why they did what they did.

2009-06-19T00:22:00.000-07:00

HAVE NOT SEEN THIS BABY FOR A LONG LONG TIME! (: 19/06/09

just recieved this from my Design teacher.

Hi Weiliang,

You better take care and recover by Mon so that you can "knock them dead and break a leg" for the 10 minutes presentation at Tanjong Katong Sec Sch at 130 Haig Road (S438796) at 9 am on the 11 Dec 06.

Date : 11 Dec 2006 (Monday) Time : 9 am Venue : Tanjong Katong Sec Sch, Centre of Excellence for Design Education 130 Haig Road (S438796) I've attached the map for TKSS for you. Find out how to get there so that you won't be late on that day. Do note the following:

- Ensure that the pupil bring along his/her folio and artefact (in working condition). - Pupils are strongly encouraged to bring along objects/items to demonstrate the use of the artefact. - Pupils are to be in school uniform. - Pitching is to be kept within 10 minutes. - Folio and artefact will be retained.
Your presentation must NOT exceed 10 minutes. So practice at home before you present.
Weiliang, please greet the judges and the ladies and gentlemen present before you introduce yourself and your project. Make sure you include the following points in your presentation:
a) how did the idea came about (idea generation)
b) how did the intial idea evolved (Exploration of ideas)
c) the specifications and the reasons (keep this brief)
d) how the artefact work
perform a demonstration if possible (no need to bring a children there). Just flip to the appropriate pages of your folio to demonstrate that.

If you need to email me your presentation word document, I can check for you. SMS me when you email me the file.

Remember the thank the audience before you end your presentation. OK! There are 72 students from 45 schools in this compeitition, so just do your best.

Good luck and sms me to tell me how you have done on that day.

Regards,
WT

2009-06-19T00:21:00.001-07:00

Childhood.

The side view of my previous house.

The front.

The field which i would always go play with my parents.

The stones! my mum loves to walk all over them.

Mine.!*%

2009-06-19T00:18:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

in my eyes

today in my eyes

blog blog blog blog blog bored blog blog blog blog blog bored blog blog blog blog blog bored blog blog blog blog blog blog blog bored blog blog blog blog blog blog bored blog blog blog blog blog blog bored blog blog blog blog bored blog blog blog blog blog blog blog blog bored blog blog blog

2009-06-19T00:17:00.001-07:00

Believe it. Friday 13th

i cant believe i joined two ccas, cannot help it. both tempting and enticing, Rock Climbing and Cheerleading.

2009-06-19T00:16:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

BMTC

BMTC at Tekong. wow, a wake up call! must start training for NS. BMTC is so neat and clean. the food there is good too. the bad thing is that you will start to miss home so much more. i cant show you any pics(no cameras allowed). but i can show you other pictures that i took while on the way there.
after the BMTC, we took bus 9 jeriel left at around Pasir Ris, xiao wen at Tanah Merah. jackson and i wentallthe way to Bedok interchange bought dinner and took 196 together. along the way home after jackson alighted at Bayshore i saw some of my VJC friends, communicated even though the window seperates us!
it is raining heavily now. my dog "trashed" the trash bin yet again. oh well. clean time. cya

Just before going to tekong on the "Penguin"

clouds of beauty

nice shot by jeriel!

the wait for bus 9

random pic.

when there are friends like them, life is just so much more wonderful to live in.
1E,2E,3ST,4ST. those from SAS.
SRJC OG demeter 1, 01A07 and those i know from there.
SAJC OG3, 07A08 and all.
life.
feels so much better now.
Love you mum and dad. your dearest son.

confusion awaits me...

The bird watcher. one of my favourite pics.

2009-06-19T00:15:00.001-07:00

2009-06-19T00:12:00.002-07:00

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

right now

right now!

the view at 2045 hours!

just jessie!

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

trust lime mag to come up with this

" -MelMel- and oh, how it hurts in the worst way mmmmm' " says:

wtf the mag says this

" -MelMel- and oh, how it hurts in the worst way mmmmm' " says:

80% of women are against marriage because women are wishinh up to the fact that its not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage

explaining to den
(=<>=)(=<>=)(=<>=) says:
explain la please
" -MelMel- and oh, how it hurts in the worst way mmmmm' " says:
the pig is the guy la
" -MelMel- and oh, how it hurts in the worst way mmmmm' " says:
the sausage is your thingy
(=<>=)(=<>=)(=<>=) says:
oh i see hahahahahahaha i agree
" -MelMel- and oh, how it hurts in the worst way mmmmm' " says:
women need a reason to have sex. men just need a place
(=<>=)(=<>=)(=<>=) says:
want to have sex don't need to marry the person

2009-06-19T00:12:00.001-07:00

Thursday, May 03, 2007

wow!

terrorist?

2009-06-19T00:09:00.002-07:00

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

dont say nothing prick.

hmm! i guess today was a long day! i am suppose to do my part of the GPP now. haa that is why i can blog right now!
For once i was not lethargic in the morning, in fact for the whole of this afternoon i was wide awake!(even in chinese)

choices choice choose
i have many choices but
only one choice
i can only choose one and only one.

shall i continue in Cheerleading or tire myself out from both the CCAs.

i had to clean the locker!!!

watched the whole match with her.
NYJC 0
SAJC 68
malu

but well a well played match nevertheless,
GREAT experience for NYJC

after the match benjamin , val, joey and i went for dinner.
ate some XO fish noodle! $5! but i guess it was kinda worth it.
i guess i am screwing around with my life again, like in secondary 4.
Ben ho just gave me a call! complaining about JJC haha but it is not like SA is any better. SA is over-rated! it is just the uniform and the location.
oh well
i guess i am going to be a true blue saint.
all the way
Up And On!

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.I
'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

the guys of 4ST 06

Miss those times.

"big sister" the big refers to me. the sister refers to eunice!

juls!

shauny

SARA!

unblowable

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

2009-06-19T00:09:00.001-07:00

Thursday, May 10, 2007

oh no!

crap blogger is giving me problems again!argh.

hah think!

haa i am suppose to help my friends campaign for council-ship.

you are watched

my new door bell

haa i learnt a new word!!
In French: VESTIAIRE In English: CLOAKROOM

2009-06-19T00:08:00.001-07:00

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Deal Or No Deal

whoo! i thought he was going all the way!!!
but at least he made a good decision

Joseph is his name!
my favourite contestant so far...

YEAH!

The call from Mr. Banker

hmm should i? Deal? No Deal?

whats left

rachel kwan is so cheena! haha

rachel (: says:
im watching chinese show , prepare me for chinese exams (:

The Sponge

Orange

2009-06-19T00:06:00.000-07:00

Monday, May 21, 2007

Fixing a broken heart.

There was nothing to say
The day she leftJust filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
Looking for someplace to ease the pain

2009-06-19T00:04:00.000-07:00

Feel as if a truck has just ran over, just before midnight 25-5-07. A broken heart is hard to fix but at least it isnt lost. Hard as it may seem, sometimes people have to accept reality as it is and just get over it. Rejection is hard to accept but rejection is way better than not knowing.!Practical! i am now left to pick up the shards of my heart. The spirit will always be strong. don't ever give up! No matter what happens, how lost , Stay Strong-Be Happy-Continue to Love.

Family

Friends

Love

Faith

The time has come for me to hold on by letting you go...

Althought my heart is breaking i will continue to smile.

Simplicity!

2009-06-18T23:58:00.000-07:00

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Racing thoughts

The thoughts kept coming and going the whole of last night. There is no point hanging on to something that can never be, that is why letting go is the best solution right now. It is not practical to keep holding on to her. May we both remain Happy forever. Goodbye.( Parents are the smartest people on earth. they know ho you feel even if they don't say it.)

I have definitely found a new Happiness now. There is nothing that can ever break me again, i will remain strong. Althought i could never pick up all the pieces, i believe that someday 'it' will be whole and full of love again.

Fate brought us together, inschool, in between lesons, Tau huay shop, and even at Burger King in Plaza. I don't think it is coincidence, in plaza i knew you were in BK, i dont know how but i just knew it and you were really there.

I know you will never get to read this blog

This is a promise to you...

Soon the rain will stop falling
and,
I'll forget the past
fixing a broken heart.

I give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight